I never thought it would end up like this. You're always the one I loved most, even until now. I wondered whether Im in a dream or something, cause everything happened so quickly, even I cant follow up the pace. It's so weird calling you buddy, again. It really hurts alot to see us fade. We've come so far, but sadly, we hv to end it here. Thanks for the love, care, happiness & everything that you've given me those past months. But I know, i cant go on without you. Almost whatever Im doing, I think of you. I have to hold back my tears whenever im at home, I cant break down infront of my parents, I wont let them see my red eyes. But it's really hurting to let u go...


No matter what,
Im still here, loving you.
I will still be hoping you to realise you actually love me,
& coming back to me.
I just hopeeeeee for this & nothing else.
But it seems so impossible.
I love you.

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Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
I miss you
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