I wish you knew, how deep my love is for you,
and how i made it through,
loving you without having you
i wish i knew how you crossed my mind each day,
and colouring it whenever it turns grey,
and how you entered my dreams each night,
fulfilling my dreams to hold you tight,
and how i spot you from far, wishing i was there, right where you are,
and how i prayed to god, hoping for your happiness even when i'm not,
and how my heart murmurs your name, in every breath, it's the same,
and how i smile seeing you smile , and how i cry seeing you cry,
but nevertheless, each time before i close my eyes and enter the lala land,
i pray to god to send the angels to hold your hand,
i look at your picture and shed a tear or two,
just to remind myself of how much i love you ,
and each time i open my eyes and witness the dawn of a new day,
i pray to god to protect you from harm's way,
i pictured you in my mind and in my heart too,
just to remind myself of how much i love you,
but i'll never know what the future brings,
so for now, i'll keep loving, cos i miss you and i love you,
whether its wrong or right, day or night, i will be there, right by your side,
and if i die tonight, i'll have no regrets,
cos if it's in your arms, then i know I'm blessed,
and if your eyes were the last thing i see,
then i know the beauty heaven hold for me ,
but before i go ,i will let you know,
that i wished you knew how i wished you were mine,
and US is all i wanna find(: