Every minute in the afternoon felt like years. I was practically walking round and round my workplace to keep myself awake. There were moments when my mind totally went blank and my mind isn't working anymore and eyes half shut. That is killing. I did all ways to wake myself up, finally evening came and time seemed to pass faster. I spend my 'no-school' day working my shit ass off and earning bucks, is that the right choice? Or should I totally rest at home on Wednesdayz? After resuming my work today, I felt that I should stay, not because of the money but the people. I guess, the environment that one is working at is the most important thing, it cheers you up and downs you and my workplace never fails to down me. I am so gonna try doubly hard to cope with work and school and most importantly, my (L). Now that we're both working, I hope it wont distance us and I won't let history repeats itself. Last love died and partly, the reason was this. I guess it's time to take our love for a endurance and trust test, I'm sure we will freaking get this through and celebrate our Christmas and make it the best, (L).

So right now my (title) and I need sleep, sleep, sleep, nothing but sleep.
(L) where are you, get yourself home soon!

My blog post recently are so filled with words. Fuck my lost of hp thus no Pictures can be taken. Blog posts seemed to be so dull. I'll bring my fugly cam out soon, so that I can being the colours in to portray my life.

I'm so having Gemz again tml at 8am. I hope I can wake up, like seriously.
I'm never early and hardly on time for lessons, it's becoming a habit of mine or shld I say it already is. I need a fucking huge alarm clock, anyone that can get me that, I'll love you like totally.

): I'm running out of clothes. . .