#RIP, Ben
Monday, July 2, 2012 @ 8:38 PM
Though we weren't close friends, but I can still remember those days during Year 1 vividly.
You're always saying lame stuffs and disturbing people.
& youre always w/ that messy hair and sleepy eyes.
& I could remember, I couldn't stand the way you speak.
Cause you were always mumbling and I always had to say "Huh?".
And I got to know that Hongping happened to know you too through Rugby.
Sometimes, I wld hear him talking about you here and there.
& you two are forever about food! Forever talking about supper.
After going on to Year 2, we got into different classes.
& I didn't talk to you as much like before, even if I saw you, it'd just be Hi & bye or
perhaps it's you disturbing me (as usualz, heh).
I regretted not talking to you more, so much.
I miss night cycling w you and the rest.
You were the one who led us all the way from Pasir Ris to Marina Barrage.
You were the one who direct us the hard way, and got us cycling up the Bedok Reservoir's steep slope.
Which eventually killed all the girls, we ended up pushing our bikes up (LOL).
I like how easy going you are.
I like the "happy-go-lucky" in you.
& of cos, we all do miss your smile and your unique character.
I remembered on our Grad Day 2012.
I saw you, sitting diagonally to my left. We saw each other, like always, it's just a hi ):
The moment I saw you, I told myself (Wah, later must take photo w/ Ben!).
But Im so sad, that we didn't manage to have a grad photo together..
Just when I thought we didn't have any photos together, I found these...
(During Chalet)
(Sakura Buffet, pigging out)
In Year 3, you peeled off my FYP's poster that I'd created with all my hard work onto the fucking bin.
I was so angry, so so angry and I thought how badass you were.
I was so angry I teared. & you apologised but I didnt forgive you at first cos I cldnt understand how someone can get this evillllll. But soon, I realised perhaps you were just having fun (like how you always disturb people). I wasn't mad at you anymore but everytime I see you ard school, I wld give that "I'm still angry" look to scare you off. & you wld keep asking me to not be mad at you :D
But, I realised I havent had to chance to officially let you know that I had actually forgive you long time ago...
I hope I didnt make you feel too bad for me being that mad at you for what you'd done.
But I had managed to tell you face to face, last thursday.. So no worries k, Benz ^^
I miss suppering w you & HP.
I always thought we could have another Karu's foodtrip again, you me and HP, one more time.
But it's okay, we will meet soon.
Meanwhile, rest well and have all the happiness that you deserved.
I'm sure you're in a better place.
RIP, Ben.
