It just revolves around school, work, and chasing my dreams. Even tho not in big steps each time, slowly but surely.

I get all tired out at some point of time, but I always question myself, who are you doing all these for? "No one but myself", I wld say. "Always think about how far youve come and not how much more you gotta go."

This life ain't easy I must say, money dont come easy, life is not as smooth all the time, shit happens, we suck thumb and move on. We get stronger each time, my determination gets stronger, my dreams get nearer. 

Just when I thought, life is just this much, you came into the picture. 

We met in the most unexpected way and Im glad that it happened. We may be the crossing points of each other's life. We may go our own ways after awhile. As much as I assume each time, only time will tell. All I know is, I will wanna grab hold of every minute spent w you, every comfortable silence, everytime I look into your puppy eyes, everytime we make fun of each other, everytime you hold my hands tighter, everytime you put my hand around your waist and just makes me wanna hug you and everytime when I just stuff my face into your shoulders and hope that I cld fall asleep like this. 

So much for all the good times, one should not come with expectations which may end up in disappointments. "Just live in the moment" and have no regrets. 

We are unsure of what's ahead of us, but if I can, I wish it'll be your hands that I'm holding on as I walk through the journey of mine. 

Thank you, gummybear, for all the laughter and happiness youve brought me. 

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